I Apologize That I Am What I Am

I apologize that I am what I am. A procrastinator. To be honest, when I realized that I hadn’t made the post that I had promised, I had started up think of all of the ways that I could make an excuse, think of everything that I had to do and exaggerate it and pretend as though there was no free time. Then I realized something:
Its a little boy who cried wolf situation. When I keep exaggerating and saying that things came up, when it actually is that bad, people will call it to be a bluff. So **** it. I am a procrastinator. I have been procrastinating my posts for a while now, because I have been intimidated to get back into the flow of research and posting. Those who have seen my activity on the Cardsmith Forums can attest to that. (The fact that I have had time on my hands.) 
I WILL... however, post when I am done my finals as I need to study now and then take them as of Monday. At that moment there will begin the tedious process of the “recalibration” of my routine. I will start myself into the research and posting and I will again set up a schedule of preset posts ahead of time, but I will not this time use it as an excuse to do other things. It was by doing that through which I lost my rhythm and I will (probably (possibly (maybe (hopefully)))) keep the rhythm going. 

 tl;dr: I am a procrastinator. I will start to work myself out of that procrastination after my finals this upcoming week. 

But these are the next 13 fears to look forward to:
  • Ambulophobia
    • Fear of Walking
  • Anablephobia
    • Fear of Looking Up
  • Anthrophobia
    • Fear of People
  • Anemophobia
    • Fear of Wind
  • Anglophobia
    • Fear of Britain (and British People)
      • (My best friend is British so I dont have that)
  • Anthophobia
    • Fear of Flowers
  • Antlophobia
    • Fear of Floods
  • Anuptaphobia
    • Fear of Staying Single (sometimes forever)
  • Apeirophobia
    • Fear of Infinity
  • Apiphobia
    • Fear of Bees
  • Arachibutyrophobia
    • Fear of Peanut Butter Getting Stuck to the Roof of Your Mouth
  • Arachnophobia
    • Fear of Spiders
      • I am really considering not covering it. Most my sources include images and this phobia is “important” to me... If I am requested to do it I will but I will ask for someone else to make the card for me.
  • Arithmophobia
    • Fear of Numbers
I’m afraid that I have put off studying for a little to long now... (dont tell anyone. Ssshhhh...)

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